I just lack in that area specifically. My aspergers keeps me from making close relashonships and new friends, It was prominent when I first got into highschool and Its been challenging. I retreat alot in my thoughts when Im conversing with people, I think of one thing and then I go into repeating loops of just negative scenarios of my possible actions. I just retreat mentally and feel real out of place. Im just an uncomfortable person in general mentally, I dont know if my actions would be the best options or what I do could be out of the ordinary cause of my autistic ways.
So I have been real shut in and isolated after highschool, thanks be to God that the Holy Spirit works within us to help when we feel weak. Although its been hard and depressing lately, the Lord gives me the strength and joy to keep studying scripture and fear the Lord.