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thegreatseeker
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it is not really about making it to me, for Jesus saved me along time ago and I know I will be found in his glory for I know God really loves me even if my life has been a living torment for yrs, and in a way it is. It’s really is about letting Jesus know he did not have to suffer for me, or the father in heaven to know he did not have to send his son up to a cross and shout glory I am a God I can rise, and have people going WOW we serve a great God. And yes we do, and one that is all alone and I feel his suffering and misery and the cross is a killer on my heart. I have to know I did not need it. I have to know that if he did not come, I would still find heaven, I would be like Elijah or Enoch and God just loved and took. Even if it is shed it’s like a heavy burden. So this suffering drives me to make Jesus my king, not a servant on a cross carrying your burden for you and of course this evil spirit is very very unholy so that is also another reason I seek for the answers of holiness in prayer and faith and to be called holy and righteous as God. That is what drives me and I know God is driving me to seek for it also and have felt his strength over the yrs to keep seeking and searching for the understanding to say and for God to say I am holy and righteous as God.