OK, back to finish my posting/reply on this topic, and then I’ll be quiet. Phantom1539, you continued…
I am questioning the church’s teaching on other issues. For instance, the church has Just War theory. Well, according to the writings of the Church fathers, for the first few hundred years ALL CHRISTIANS WERE PACIFIST. They were opposed to war! Well, one of these postions is very right and one is very wrong. If Just war theory is correct, does that make the early Christians heterodox heretics? And vice versa? I think not. There is room for legitimate disagreement. And if one can dissent on this issue, can’t one, in good conscience, dissent on others?
I will have to respectfully disagree that all Christian’s were pacifists, according to Early Church Fathers. I would have to see some citations of Fathers speaking out against ALL forms of war. There can and should be times when warfare is justified.
There is a difference between striving for peace to the fullest extent possible (an integral part of Just War theory), and the position that war is NEVER justified (ultimate pacifism). Just War Theory states that ONLY when all reasonable avenues for peace have been exhausted could war become an option. This also stems from the Church’s teaching on self-defense.
Can anyone reasonably say that World War II wasn’t justified? When the world was being slowly overrun by Hitler and his philosophies of hatred? I can’t.
Now, it is arguable whether or not the current war in Iraq was justifiable or not. And it has been stated by many in the Magisterium that Catholics, in good conscience, can come down on either side of that issue. And so, regarding the war in Iraq, we can disagree respectfully.
I am questioning the issues of priestly celibacy, female priests, and homosexuality, among others. But I am questioning them BECAUSE of my relationship with Jesus, not in spite of it.
Just remember, that Christ was the One who set the Church upon the hillside, the One who gave the keys to Saint Peter and his successors, the One who said that the gates of Hell would not prevail against it.
And so I trust the Church’s judgement on matters of faith and morals - even at times when I
personally struggle with those matters. I am not the Church, but part of it. The Pope is not the Church, but part of it. The Saints are not the Church, but part of it. And so I take ALL of the Church into account, not just my own feelings about things. When the evidence of Church teaching far outweighs (by people, time and experience) my own experiencial knowlege - I’ll go with the Church.
And yes, we all struggle with the Faith from time to time. Saint Paul said to “work out your salvation with fear and trembling”. But the Church is there as our guide on that path, to walk with us as Christ’s representatives in our lives.
As far as the doctrinal problems with female priests, I’m sure there are plenty of other threads for that discussion - only to say that Christ chose only men for His apostles, and as the priest acts in persona Christi during the consecration, a male priesthood is required for valid consecration to occur.
Married priests is a discipline issue, and the Pope could change that if he desires - but there are many drawback to a married priesthood, and advantages to a celibate priesthood. I’m a husband and father of two and let me tell you, I wouldn’t have TIME for the rigorous demands of the priesthood
The Church’s position on homosexuality is a complex one, and the best place I can point you is to the Catechism (hope that’s not too knee-jerk). But the treatise there on homosexuality (and sexuality in general) is very precise and written in great love.
However, I am strongly opposed to legalized abortion, contraception, and many other crazy things. It’s important to note that I am only 21 and still have plenty of time to become an orthodox conservative. But if I do, it will be because I’ve searched my soul and researched it deeply. Not just because the catechism says so.
Well, good. Searching the soul is a lifelong process and necessary for anyone to advance in the spiritual life. Just don’t lose your map - it is possible to get lost out there. Trust me, it was a long hard journey to make it home when I got lost a while back.
Together in Christ
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