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Continued prayers

Praise to you Lord, Jesus, Christ!!!Thank you all for your continued prayers!
I am continuing to work on myself and doing God’s will. John said that he doesn’t want to lose his best friend and I don’t either. He then told me that he may not sign the papers after all but wants to know what will change. I am not quite sure what he meant by it, but I do know that I have changed just by letting God guide me through this and for the first time I am not sure that I want to continue on this roller coaster with John, I pray that God will give me the answer. I am experiencing peace like I never have before. I do not cry as often and I have come to realize that I am not alone or unloved. I have never been a very social being so being at home by myself does not bother me as much as it would others. I still love John very much and care for him deeply and have faith that this marriage will heal. I pray that John wants this as much as I do, if he doesn’t then I will have to let him go. This is not what I want to do but I do not control him and I have given John up to God. I pray for all of those who are in similar situations as mine, may you find strength in the Lord.