Hi edwinG,
Why dont you go to God through Jesus Christ as I did and as MariaG did.
As a matter of fact, I do.
However, I also have communion with my Spiritual family, be it here on Earth or with those in Heaven. My communion with Mary, my heavenly Mother, helps me to know Jesus more. In fact, I feel I am a lot closer to Jesus when I pray the Rosary (especially the Sorrowful mysteries) than during praise and worship sessions.
As Mary will not be jealous and you donāt need her because you area sure of her love for you,
I do actually need her, and I do want to honour her. As 1 Cor 12 says, āThe eye cannot say to the hand, āI have no need of you,ā nor again the head to the feet, āI have no need of you.āā and, āif one member is honored, all rejoice togetherā. I need her, because Christ gave her to me to be my Mother and Queen. I need her, because her intercessory prayers are very powerful, and I do not presume myself to be so holy.
in faith, fast and ask for the truth, just you and God, in Christās holy name.
I ask God to reveal more of himself to me, and I ask the Holy Spirit to guide me, but yes, Iāll be fasting too, on Fridays, if I can manage. I do believe though, that the reason why I became a Christian is because I was ready to accept the Truth, and to be formed according to it (rather than forming the Truth according to my preconceptions).
I assume you (alone) are allowed into Godās presence without a catholic intercessor Fast until you receive an answer, because your faith will ensure you are answered.
Then come here on this thread and tell us what you were told.
I eagerly await your answer.
I donāt believe that seeking the Truth is a quick one-week fasting session. It is a journey, and a process that takes a lifetime. So, Iāll be praying and also fasting occasionally, but Iāll also be working on my formation, since God can work in me better if I am closer to him. I believe that this is how the Holy Spirit works in us. This is why he lives in us, rather than just to speak to us occasionally. Our search for Truth is in itself a prayer, because God is that Truth.
Also, the ācharismā of infallibility rests only on the authority that Jesus set up, which is on Peter and the Apostles:
Matthew 16:
18 And I tell you, you are Peter, and on this rock I will build my church, and the powers of death shall not prevail against it. 19 I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth shall be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth shall be loosed in heaven."
Just as Eliakim was given the Prime Ministerial authority in the same way:
Isaiah 22:
20 In that day I will call my servant Eliāakim the son of Hilkiāah, 21 and I will clothe him with your robe, and will bind your girdle on him, and will commit your authority to his hand; and he shall be a father to the inhabitants of Jerusalem and to the house of Judah. 22 And I will place on his shoulder the key of the house of David; he shall open, and none shall shut; and he shall shut, and none shall open. 23 And I will fasten him like a peg in a sure place, and he will become a throne of honor to his fatherās house
This is why unity is so important - because God sets up certain Earthly authorities to follow. How else would we know the truth for sure?
Anyway, feel free to read the CA tract,
Praying to the Saints and what the early Church fathers had to say about
the Intercession of the Saints. I think these may provide some insight into why we believe what we believe.
Hope these help in some way. God bless,
TTM