Scrupulosity ending Faith

[scrupulousrvrt]

Idk who still frequents here but i need emergency prayers because scrupulosity has me up the wall and in confusion. i’m getting a spiritual director for the faith and have a psychiatrist for OCD. I’m desperate for relief and i’m not even sure if i’ll wake up Catholic tomorrow.

 

[po18guy]

Prayers ascending!
You have good help. In my experience, time spent in adoration of the divine Physicians is priceless.

 

[HomeschoolDad]

Idk who still frequents here but i need emergency prayers because scrupulosity has me up the wall and in confusion. i’m getting a spiritual director for the faith and have a psychiatrist for OCD. I’m desperate for relief and i’m not even sure if i’ll wake up Catholic tomorrow.

Relax, you will most certainly wake up Catholic.

Please work with your spiritual director and your psychiatrist. You're doing the right thing.

 

[vz71]

prayers

 

[scrupulousrvrt]

Thanks for your prayers. the ocd has gotten so bad i also have 3 kind of obsessions and smoke marijuana to keep myself from losing faith from the scrupulosity. doesn’t help the fact i’m battling active addiction. i reduced my intake to once a day down from 2 bowls every 3 hours. still battling it thanks to OCD, without which this would have been a smoother recovery .
My soul is bleeding faith and going into cardiac arrest and i’m afraid of losing faith as well as DP (to the point i can’t even go to the bathroom without my brain backfiring and flooding my head with impulses/temptations.)