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for 20 years I stayed in mortal sin, starting at age 14 when I stopped going to Mass.
I remember watching Phil Donohue, and he had Martin Scorsese as a guest. This has to be circa 20 years ago, so I might not remember exactly.
Phil: Don’t you think the Church needs to change, allow XYZ, bla-bla bla, etc?
Martin: No, I don’t believe the Church has to change, I just don’t agree with it’s teachings.
I was like Martin, and actually would defend the Church’s stance on basically everything in discussions.
But I didn’t agree with ABC, or abortion (I used to be pro choice, shamefully enough)
What brought me back? The Eucharist. I, fortunately knew the rules, no receiving unless you have been to confession for any mortal sins. So for 20 years I abstained.
My husband started going to Mass first, daily Mass, and seeing his spiritual advisor.
Me, “I don’t need to go to Church to Love God

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But I would go with him, and sit in the pew, and inevitably, starting at the Liturgy of the Eucharist, I’d start to weep. Always. I don’t know why. Maybe my soul ached because I was separate from God.
So finally I went to confession, 7 years ago February.
Bottom line, if the Church has the authority to ordain a Priest, and that Priest in Persona Christi can give me Jesus, the Church has the authority to teach me and guide me to heaven.
Jesus died for me. If I were the only person on Earth, He would still die for me.
He is the one I am supposed to love more than all others. How can I say I don’t like his Bride, or His Bride needs to update and get with the times?