Kyle,
Greetings.
I read your post with mixed emotions (as you might expect). Please don’t let anyone’s reactions on this post turn you off to the Catholic faith anymore than you already are. I understand your disgust, your passion, and your doubts.
Kyle, your post… while an avenue for venting you frustrations, exposed something… pride. I know, I’ve been guilty of the same… and passions flare when belief is on the line. However, I sensed hate, anger, disgust…not the pity, sympathy, compassion, and profound sadness Christ would have in his heart for his Church, if it ever fell.
Christ founded one Church, that much is clear… there weren’t hundreds of churches, only one… centuries passed… as a Protestant i was taught that because of the errors and abuses that infiltrated that Church, we could no longer be identified with it. And so, new churches were created. Have you ever thought what a tragedy that would be though? To think that the Church Christ founded must be ultimately abandoned. Can you feel the pain in Christ’s heart. Please… an article filled with denunciations of the Catholic faith isn’t apprpriate on a forum dedicated to meaningful dialogue. If you have questions or challenges, present them in the spirit and compassion of Christ. Your post showed, that at least for a few minutes, you were far from Christ, however justified you might have felt.
That being said…
Are you looking for a Church with perfect people? with a perfect history? You know, the first Church had twelve men. One betrayed his Master for money, one denied him altogether, nine others ran for their lives when persecution came. Greedy traitors, liars, cowards… what a group. The reason why you can list off so many sins sins committed by those within the Catholic Church is because we have had every scoundrel and Judas Iscariot in our Church. We’ve had 20 centuries to find them all. :*-(
But you know what… I am one of those sinners you mentioned. I claim to follow Christ, I promised to serve him, and yet I’ve fallen to lust and pornography. What!? There’s someone who in his heart is an adulterer, the chief of sinners. walking up the the altar, recieving the body and blood of the Lord? Yes, millions of times over. I’ve indulged in fantasies… And I dare consider myself a Christian? Do I need to kill people in torture chambers when my heart’s hatred wishes i could? You may search far and wide for a perfect church – while you are at it, find me the perfect human being, excluding our Master.
All your questions have answers. Sadly, you framed them as denunciatory conclusions, not questions. I’d be willing to speak with you more, and handle your concerns. I anyone here thinks you are anti-Catholic… I WAS A DEDICATED, GLEEFUL, PASSIONATE ANTI-CATHOLIC if there ever was one. I might have an insight or two.
And I’m sorry if you think there is no difference between veneration and worship in my veneration of the saints… tell this former Protestant that you know more about himself and his worship of God than he does – someone who Biblically was forced to renounce the same positon you now hold. If you disagree, let’s talk.
But please, talk… don’t yell… talk. And even if you leave the Catholic Church, don;t leave Christ, by your convictions or your words and actions. Stay close to Him, be open to Him, and perhaps you will be surprised someday.
I truly love you my brother… and I understand.