Prioritues are the choice… you see them as “not free will” because you think the priorities are sort of standard. But this is not the case. Martyrdom vs self preservation etc…
If you suppose self preservation IS the only priority then you see all choices locked within this confine. So I can half see how you think operating within priorities is not persay “free will” but when you factor in an option for God, then you have a choice of what priorities one has…
Do not confuse the fact that you have options with the existence of free will. Some people think that not having free will means only having one option, which is not the case. Not having free will means that you always pick the same option in identical circumstances.
Let’s say you have to decide whether to reply to this or not. You make a decision accordingly and start a reply. And you insist in your reply that you made the decision with free will. If that were to be the case, then in identical circumstances, you would choose NOT to reply. It is nonsensical to maintain that you have free will if you always would make the same choice.
You might say that it is reasonable to always make the same choice if the choices were having a beer or cutting off your leg. But replying to a post…well, you may or you may not.
So what happens if we film you making that choice? Rerun the movie and you make the same one every time. Obviously. Nothing changes. Everything is exactly the same every time. Now we have the ability to go back in time and watch you choose. What happens? Exactly the same. Obviously. The circumstances which dictated your decision are exactly the same each time we watch you make it. It is nonsensical to suggest that we could go back into the past and watch you make a different call each time.
So we watch you make that decision twice. The circumstances each time are exactly the same and you make the same decision twice. If we watch you make that decision just the one time, it will still be the same one as if we watch it a thousand times.
The circumstances dictate what you decide. They dictate your reasoning, they dictate your emotions, they dictate your subconscious, they dictate literally everything about your decision. Repeat those circumstances and you cannot fail to repeat the choice.
Otherwise, what are your decisions based on? If they are arbitrary, then they are not made with free will. A decision to toss a coin appears to be a free will choice (although you would always make it in identical circumstances), but a decision made on a coin toss cannot be said to be made with free will.
This smacks of determinism and I appreciate that. It also calls into question culpability and I appreciate that as well.