Missa, I’ll give you the down and dirty on my take with the SSPX.
But first, know that I finally left my previous Church when I went to Mass one day and they started singing “Awesome God” complete with choreography. It was the last straw, I had enough of the priest shoveling the Sacred Hosts by the handful and 18 (yes, 18) EMHCs up on the altar handing out communion. Not to mention the mini skirts, flip flops on the altar girls, and a host of other problems that made me wonder.
The next Sunday I went to the indult parish 45 minutes away just to check it out. I walked in the small church and took a big whiff of the incense left over from adoration that morning. As my eyes adjusted I focused on the altar, the statues, the candles, the altar rail - everything. I knew right then I was never going back to my previous parish. It took about three Sundays of “just” Low Mass and I came to the conclusion that I would now die without the Latin Mass. Then came the monthly High Mass. It was like a breath of fresh air.
Onward to the SSPX. Their chapel is closer, so I thought “why not?”
Perhaps it was just the priests there, but I do not attend Mass to listen to a homily about the “evils of the Novus Ordo.” As sick of the abuses as I was, I couldn’t be “fed” there despite the beauty of the liturgy. Now, I do not mean to make generalizations, but it seemed like there was more Pope and Novus Ordo bashing going on from the pulpit then there was teaching of the Scriptures.
And perhaps that is just this one SSPX Church. In fact, I would like to believe that it is just this one Church. But, at the same time, I feel that if Pope Benedict showed up at Bishop Fellay’s doorstep, beating his breast and stating that Vatican II was all wrong, it wouldn’t be enough for them.
They may say formally they only want freedom of the Tridentine Mass and the excommunications lifted, but the attitude put forth sometimes says otherwise. Once again, it would make my DAY/MONTH/YEAR/DECADE/LIFETIME if the SSPX were reunited, but sometimes I wonder. Just because of what I have seen.
Edit: To add, I am glad your experience with the SSPX was favorable. And Heaven knows I am thankful for what they have done, even if it wasn’t the proper means. Maybe one day all this will get settled.
Although, after saying ALL that, perhaps I am a hypocrit, but I would still take the SSPX over the local Novus Ordo parish.