I misunderstood one of your posts, and thought you had already left the Church. I was confused why you were calling yourself Catholic.
It seems to me that most American Catholics do not take it upon themselves to learn their own faith. I was born into a Roman Catholic household with inconsistent observances. I was put through catechism, but I never learned to read Scripture, pray, or apply the precepts of my faith. My faith did not grow with me, and I did not study it. when I got to high school I rebelled, and left.
It took me 20+ years to study my way back. I did not even know I was still in rebellion against the faith when I joined CAF. Many of the members here have been kind enough to point out my errors, and I learn something new every day.