Sin is a struggle for everyone whether they admit it or not.
In terms of conformist, I plead guilty to difficulty myself but I also like to understand why, rather than just because. And this is a tension among believers.
I forget which Gospel has Jesus telling his Apostles at the last supper that prior to his coming, Jews viewed the law as slaves. That we are friends now. And so as friends he imparted all he knew of his father’s," why."
( paraphrasing).
I wonder if non conformity sometimes is often simply following the gift of why, being friend.
When a slave is ordered to obey, the slave has no thought of why he is obeying. At that point righteousness is limited to complying well with the task elements. The compliance itself has limited value except dumb obedience. Why you are asked to do something creates a different dynamic. You embrace the why, not the task for task sake. I find this thinking sometimes is viewed non conformist.
Remember, Jesus and everything we know about him was non-conformist to the authorities of his day. His entire ministry was a giant paradox that mocked conformist ideas.
Example: In religion ( non Christian) the gods are invariably outwardly triumphal in human terms. Strong, clad in gold , they shoot lightning at their enemies and ," my God is stronger than yours," is the idea. Sacrifice I made to them and they are appeased and hopefully satiated consuming it.
Jesus came as a humbled forgiving victim. Who died naked hung on a tree.
Jesus doesn’t consume sacrifices he is the sacrifice we consume. Literally.