Can I why are questioning the Orthodox church you attend is not the church God wants you to be?
Only asking because you seem unsure about becoming Catholic, it kind of sounds like you think you have too, so I’m just wondering why?
The only way to find the truth is to trust in God, with faith and prayer. No one can guide you to the truth of anything spiritual except God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit.
We can answer your questions, give you history, books to research, tons of facts and quotes from very very smart people… we can give you scientific evidence that goes back to when Jesus walked the earth, but only God can reveal His truth to you through the Holy Spirit… without God nothing we say will mean anything to you…so before you can hear the truth in what we say, you have to faith God is using us to help reveal the truth to you.
Do you feel like you are missing God in your search for God?