patricia:
This sounds scarey to me as a Protestant on my way to Catholicism. I guess it means I need to be very careful what parish I choose to go to.
God bless you on your way to become Catholic! One thing I hope you keep in mind is that the"Church" is One, Holy, Catholic, and Apostolic; it is the Body of Christ with Christ as its head. It is now, has been, and will continue to membered by sinners. There have been different periods during the two-thousand-year history of Christ’s Church when too many members of the Church Militant have lost their way and caused scandal upon the Church in the eyes of the world. However, our Lord promised that the Gates of Hell will never prevail, and He has kept that promise for these two-thousand years. The Church has survived great and widespread heresies, but has conquered each one. I beleive the Church is suffering from a great epidemic of apostacy and heresy at the present time, but the Holy Spirit will pull us through as always. Sometimes these things take many, many years. Each of us must cling to our Faith, learn all we can of the dogmas and doctrines contained in Divine Revelation, the Sacred Scriptures, and the Sacred Traditions.
Unlike the Church experience of 50-years ago (I’m in my mid-70’s), it has become necesary to seek a parish with the least distractions during the Holy Sacrifice of the Mass. That is a shame, because 50-years ago you could take your Missal with you and go to a Roman Catholic Church anywhere in the world and assist at the Sacrifice of the Mass precisely and with complete familiarity, except you would not understand the sermon which would be given in the vernacular.
Those days will return, but when, only God knows. In the meantime we must keep the Faith, the dogmas, the Traditions in our hearts to provide for our own salvation, and to provide the foundation blocks for recovery in the future. I urge you to learn the Truths of this Church by studying the basic documents, especially the Catechism of the Catholic Church and many of the detailed books on the lives of the saints; such as, St. Therese, the Little Flower, St. Bernadette, St. Faustina, and many others.
God bless you on your journey!