Currently Questioning Religious Beliefs

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That was beautiful, GaryTaylor! I could read such all day. Often have. St John of the Cross is one of my Catholic heroes. Not because he was Catholic of course, but because he was right. St Teresa of Avila as well, and a few others. Did you know he wrote poetry?

Sts Teresa of Avila and Catherine of Sienna wrote fabulously lovely works as well, but that one above by St John is one of my favorites.

Thank you for sharing your quotes with me. I truly appreciate that.
O.K. Sochi, exactly what is your problem? You say you are here because you " used to be " Catholic and that is what you know best. So why bother us with your strange colloquy? Are you trying to get us to talk you out of it or what? If so, you don’t seem to be responding. You have been at it for a long time now, so what gives? What kind of kick do you get out of it? You know we can’t change your mind for you because it seems closed.

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O.K. Sochi, exactly what is your problem? You say you are here because you " used to be " Catholic and that is what you know best. So why bother us with your strange colloquy? Are you trying to get us to talk you out of it or what? If so, you don’t seem to be responding. You have been at it for a long time now, so what gives? What kind of kick do you get out of it? You know we can’t change your mind for you because it seems closed.

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LOL! I’m here, it must be pretty open to do that! 🙂 Thanks for your thoughts. Glad you are starting to ask some questions.
 
That was beautiful, GaryTaylor! I could read such all day. Often have. St John of the Cross is one of my Catholic heroes. Not because he was Catholic of course, but because he was right. St Teresa of Avila as well, and a few others. Did you know he wrote poetry?

Sts Teresa of Avila and Catherine of Sienna wrote fabulously lovely works as well, but that one above by St John is one of my favorites.

Thank you for sharing your quotes with me. I truly appreciate that.
Can I ask you if you do believe in a divine creator, you just do not believe in any one form of religion to give you access to the divine creator?

Thanks.
 
Can I ask you if you do believe in a divine creator, you just do not believe in any one form of religion to give you access to the divine creator?

Thanks.
There is belief and knowledge. Belief is not knowledge. Any belief, political, social, etc, even religious, or especially religious, no matter how strong the belief in what seems to make it believable, is necessarily ad hoc. Knowledge itself is limited. So to believe in a god is to know somewhere within yourself that you don’t know. So aware of it or not, “god” is a placeholder for something hypothesized and, in this case, unknowable by human means. Even if some claim that that there “is” a god knowable by “reason,” those “proofs” are faulty. They fall more correctly into the category of rationalization. As Mr. Twain said, “Man is a rationalizing animal.” If those arguments were not faulty, they would carry the same weight as a mathematical theorem, a physical principle, or a measurable object. Everyone, because of those “proofs” would necessarily “believe” the same thing, much as we do that the sun shines or that things fall. Perhaps you have noticed that this is not the case with even the 40,000 sects of christianism, never mind the other 2/3 of other faiths that make up the rest of world religions.

So from my perspective, belief in a god is understandable on several bases, but not one of actuality. The reasons for belief, any kind of belief, are built into human awareness, and are necessary for survival. But due to lack of introspection, and circumspection, and a host of other supporting reasons, one’s initial beliefs tend very much to stick, and few transcend them to a more universal understanding. So beliefs are in essence an insulation against what we don’t know, or don’t wish to know, so that we can function as if what we believe constitutes reality. Thus we have a sense of comfort and surety otherwise not available.

And yes, there are beliefs in science, called “hypotheses,” but those are there for the purpose of testing, not as in political or especially religious beliefs as a final answer. So beliefs have a prophylactic function as well. Does that apply to asking about god? 🙂 good question. But questions are almost always very good to ask.

All that said, I am not a believer, because I know that beliefs are serving suggestions, even if they carry some aspect of accuracy. They never carry truth, for the reasons above. Nor am I an atheist, because in another subtle way, that is akin, but not equal to having a faith. I am not an agnostic, either. No reason to be any of those.

Does any of this mean that a spiritual life is a waste? Not to me, absolutely not. But my sense and understanding of what that is and means is radically different from any of the above. The difference lies in what is taken to be a/The" Divine Creator;" what that means, and what relationship to that means. I admire the Saints mentioned, and a few more in the Church, because despite not saying directly what they were at, they did, if one has ears. In my understanding, it is quite clear as to why they took that tactic, which those not in the Church coming to the same conclusion had less concern about. At least, that is so if they didn’t live in the same time and place as the highly admirabel Holy Ones mentioned.

I guess that is thoroughly confusing. I don’t see how it cannot be. The only thing I can ask is that you allow the hypothesis that there is another way, and a solid reason for it, other than the usual big three of faith, atheism, or agnosticism. Can’t help you much beyond that. Mine is more of an experiential philosophical stand than a standard faith.

I literally stumbled into it, and only after a time discovered that it has been from time immemorial, without regard to region, culture, faith or lack of it, or any other condition. And there is a good case for it being the root of all religions in a practical sense, though definitely not in the theologically explicative sense. So if theological explication is your thing, what I stand for is not your cup of tea. Nor do I in any way recommend it as a way of anything other than something potentially difficult and definitly hazardous to belief. But beyond belief lies a wondrous freedom. And a cozmic laugh! 🙂
 
There is belief and knowledge. Belief is not knowledge. Any belief, political, social, etc, even religious, or especially religious, no matter how strong the belief in what seems to make it believable, is necessarily ad hoc. Knowledge itself is limited. So to believe in a god is to know somewhere within yourself that you don’t know. So aware of it or not, “god” is a placeholder for something hypothesized and, in this case, unknowable by human means. Even if some claim that that there “is” a god knowable by “reason,” those “proofs” are faulty. They fall more correctly into the category of rationalization. As Mr. Twain said, “Man is a rationalizing animal.” If those arguments were not faulty, they would carry the same weight as a mathematical theorem, a physical principle, or a measurable object. Everyone, because of those “proofs” would necessarily “believe” the same thing, much as we do that the sun shines or that things fall. Perhaps you have noticed that this is not the case with even the 40,000 sects of christianism, never mind the other 2/3 of other faiths that make up the rest of world religions.

So from my perspective, belief in a god is understandable on several bases, but not one of actuality. The reasons for belief, any kind of belief, are built into human awareness, and are necessary for survival. But due to lack of introspection, and circumspection, and a host of other supporting reasons, one’s initial beliefs tend very much to stick, and few transcend them to a more universal understanding. So beliefs are in essence an insulation against what we don’t know, or don’t wish to know, so that we can function as if what we believe constitutes reality. Thus we have a sense of comfort and surety otherwise not available.

And yes, there are beliefs in science, called “hypotheses,” but those are there for the purpose of testing, not as in political or especially religious beliefs as a final answer. So beliefs have a prophylactic function as well. Does that apply to asking about god? 🙂 good question. But questions are almost always very good to ask.

All that said, I am not a believer, because I know that beliefs are serving suggestions, even if they carry some aspect of accuracy. They never carry truth, for the reasons above. Nor am I an atheist, because in another subtle way, that is akin, but not equal to having a faith. I am not an agnostic, either. No reason to be any of those.

Does any of this mean that a spiritual life is a waste? Not to me, absolutely not. But my sense and understanding of what that is and means is radically different from any of the above. The difference lies in what is taken to be a/The" Divine Creator;" what that means, and what relationship to that means. I admire the Saints mentioned, and a few more in the Church, because despite not saying directly what they were at, they did, if one has ears. In my understanding, it is quite clear as to why they took that tactic, which those not in the Church coming to the same conclusion had less concern about. At least, that is so if they didn’t live in the same time and place as the highly admirabel Holy Ones mentioned.

I guess that is thoroughly confusing. I don’t see how it cannot be. The only thing I can ask is that you allow the hypothesis that there is another way, and a solid reason for it, other than the usual big three of faith, atheism, or agnosticism. Can’t help you much beyond that. Mine is more of an experiential philosophical stand than a standard faith.

I literally stumbled into it, and only after a time discovered that it has been from time immemorial, without regard to region, culture, faith or lack of it, or any other condition. And there is a good case for it being the root of all religions in a practical sense, though definitely not in the theologically explicative sense. So if theological explication is your thing, what I stand for is not your cup of tea. Nor do I in any way recommend it as a way of anything other than something potentially difficult and definitly hazardous to belief. But beyond belief lies a wondrous freedom. And a cozmic laugh! 🙂
Interesting perspective. So what I get out of what your saying is that you think there is something greater than you. You just don’t know what/who it is. Please correct me if I’m wrong.
 
Interesting perspective. So what I get out of what your saying is that you think there is something greater than you. You just don’t know what/who it is. Please correct me if I’m wrong.
“You” is the occlusion in the diamond.
 
While there’s good evidence that Jesus existed, the evidence that he said what is claimed of him is a bit shoddy if not taken on faith.
If evidence for what Jesus actually said is ‘shoddy’ then you’ve got to be the kind of skeptic who totally mistrusts the ancient writings of Plato’s teachings,
because the truth is: the New Testament is the most biliographically sound ancient work, and the runner up (Homer’s Illiad) is not even close. Take a look at this chart: carm.org/manuscript-evidence

How often do people question whether or not Plato actually conveyed the ideas we have in our current copies and translations of his works? Almost never. If the message of these other ancient teachers aren’t questioned, why should Jesus be any different?

And yes, Jesus does actually say he is God in the Bible:
But he held his peace, and answered nothing. Again the high priest asked him, and said to him: Art thou the Christ the Son of the blessed God? [62] And Jesus said to him: I am. And you shall see the Son of man sitting on the right hand of the power of God, and coming with the clouds of heaven.
(Mark 14:61 Douay-Rheims version) emphasis mine of course.
Here’s another:
Jesus said to them: Amen, amen I say to you, before Abraham was made, I am.
(John 8:58 Douay-Rheims version). Note that ‘I am’ is in present tense, in reference to the name of God given to Moses at the burning bush. (Exodus 3:14) The One Who Is, the Being Who IS existence itself. To God, there is no past or future since He is eternal and outside of time, hence the present tense. He does not use the natural grammar construction “before…I was”. He uses “before… I am”.

There are many other places where he claims to be God as well.

Here’s a website full of Jesus-claimed-to-be-God verses although some aren’t as good as others and I don’t think it is a complete and comprehensive list: kingjamesbibleonline.org/Bible-Verses-About-Jesus-Is-God/
(I also used the website to find one of the verses I quoted above)

Long story short: Jesus did claim to be God
From there you can look at C.S. Lewis’ Liar Lunatic Lord argument which someone mentioned earlier. If Jesus claimed to be God, then he could only be either a liar, a lunatic, or The Lord? There is evidence that he was neither a liar (would a liar go to the cross for his lie?) nor a lunatic.
 
Throughout my life, I have been a faithful and devout Catholic. However, for the past few months, I have been questioning my beliefs.
Good for you. The quest for truth requires intellectual honesty.
 
Throughout my life, I have been a faithful and devout Catholic. However, for the past few months, I have been questioning my beliefs. I am more leaning towards Agnosticism now. By nature, I like the scientific process, and have found many theories that explain the universe in a way that does not require religion. I feel like I am losing my belief in a higher power. Not necessarily going against it, but rather remaining neutral on the existence of God(s).

At times, I feel like my religious beliefs may inhibit certain scientific theories and social progress (although this by no means affects my beliefs in general).

So why am I here? I’ve heard a lot of irreligious commentary on the subject. But before I make up my mind, I want some members of the Catholic community to offer me some insight. Are there any thoughts? Thank you.
First, science cannot completely explain the state of existence, such as consciousness and free will. Second, science is not a good approach to provide the knowledge about God. The main problem is lack of spiritual experience. The main question is, why God does not support us people who need a bit of spiritual experience?
 
The gospels do not support this.
Who has the authority to interpret. You mean the one and only most holy Catholic Church who bought you the one and only Gospels interpreted their own book wrong?

What does that logically say for everyone who followed the wrong? Either they are all wrong or a genius arrived and through your concept of the ego, understood what God was talking about, who cannot according to your theory be a reality since transmitted divine revelation is rejected.

You call this logical?
 
“You” is the occlusion in the diamond.
Sochi this is the “cryptic” response we continue to mention. No-one knows what your talking about. The purpose is “communication”. Whenever your asked, no response.

Much love. You should relate about your experience. Skeletons in the closet remain until you air out the closet. This issue resides right there. Your not unique in this regard. Thinking so escalates this issue…NDE! “trauma” illusion of the mind follows if you are not communicating.
 
Sochi this is the “cryptic” response we continue to mention. No-one knows what your talking about. The purpose is “communication”. Whenever your [sic] asked, no response.
You quoted my response. How can you say I didn’t make one? You can say it didn’t mean anything to you, and that is fine. And far more accurate. There are large numbers of people I could say exactly that to, even out of context, and they would laugh and agree. Cryptic is in the mind of the beholder. But let me add more: Do you really think that “you” are “you?”
Much love.
Cool. That’s all there really is.
You should relate about your experience.
I do, thank you, with people who demonstrate a chance of getting what I would say about it. So before you have advised, I have acted. Thanks for being on board! 🙂
Skeletons in the closet remain until you air out the closet. This issue resides right there.
Funny you put it that way, because the experience freed me from mine, though my skeleton is a good and faithful servant.
Your [sic] not unique in this regard.
Of course not!!! How silly would I be to think that. Now, at least. But my experience happened when to speak of such a thing brought suggestions of needing to be committed to the looney bin, or need of medication, if it wasn’t simply dismissed outright or piously misinterpreted. As I believe I mentioned, I did my due diligence with the clergy and literature. Useful answers were anywhere but in the Church. But thanks for the encouragement; since, I have been satisfied with my understanding of the event on several levels.
Thinking so escalates this issue.
No kidding! Take a break, my friend! 🙂
…NDE! “trauma” illusion of the mind follows if you are not communicating.
Whew! I’m good then! Glad to see you perceive the mind as illusory. There may be hope.
 
You quoted my response. How can you say I didn’t make one? You can say it didn’t mean anything to you, and that is fine. And far more accurate. There are large numbers of people I could say exactly that to, even out of context, and they would laugh and agree. Cryptic is in the mind of the beholder. But let me add more: Do you really think that “you” are “you?”

Cool. That’s all there really is.

I do, thank you, with people who demonstrate a chance of getting what I would say about it. So before you have advised, I have acted. Thanks for being on board! 🙂

Funny you put it that way, because the experience freed me from mine, though my skeleton is a good and faithful servant.

Of course not!!! How silly would I be to think that. Now, at least. But my experience happened when to speak of such a thing brought suggestions of needing to be committed to the looney bin, or need of medication, if it wasn’t simply dismissed outright or piously misinterpreted. As I believe I mentioned, I did my due diligence with the clergy and literature. Useful answers were anywhere but in the Church. But thanks for the encouragement; since, I have been satisfied with my understanding of the event on several levels.

No kidding! Take a break, my friend! 🙂

Whew! I’m good then! Glad to see you perceive the mind as illusory. There may be hope.
I will concede I was not in the room with you these days in the Church, but anywhere basically means everywhere? How about here? Included? My apology for any difficult trials.
 
I will concede I was not in the room with you these days in the Church, but anywhere basically means everywhere? How about here? Included? My apology for any difficult trials.
That “anywhere basically means everywhere” is one of the spot on accurate things I’ve read from your keyboard. Of course, in the experience we have as humans, that is not physically true, though it is so in essence. And that is kind of where I am coming from. And in that context, as well as the comment about perceiving the mind as illusory, I meant my question quite literally: Do you really think that “you” are “you?” That is about as inclusive as I can get on this topic right now.

Apology? I appreciate that you might feel for my predicament at that time, but it is not yours to apologize. All in all, that event and it’s consequences are the best thing that ever happened to me. My illusions of person and the world were destroyed, yet nothing was destroyed, and I saw clearly for the first time. That allowed, despite a huge initial disorientation, for a course of inquiry that has been fruitful beyond words.
 
Sochi,
Thanks for your in depth reply. I’m nowhere near as educated as you and others on this thread, but I do find it all very interesting. I have a pretty open mind, and have been in a sort of process in learning more about the CC teachings, and spirituality.

I like what Fr Rohr teaches on the 1st and 2nd halves of life, and his interpretations of Jesus’ and the saints words.

Were you brought up a catholic? From what you wrote, I think you would no longer believe that Christ is God?
 
That “anywhere basically means everywhere” is one of the spot on accurate things I’ve read from your keyboard. Of course, in the experience we have as humans, that is not physically true, though it is so in essence. And that is kind of where I am coming from. And in that context, as well as the comment about perceiving the mind as illusory, I meant my question quite literally: Do you really think that “you” are “you?” That is about as inclusive as I can get on this topic right now…
The “I” as related to me takes on another reality when reduced to these moments, its you with a new understanding of reality when everything changes in a moment. Fragile state which requires balance with re-entry, emotional roller coaster. Time, talking, reflection, contemplation, but this doesn’t mean to withdraw either. Yes I really think I’m me, but I am connected to the we, and we are all connected as one and for sure are responsible for each other. The greater good and evil. I don’t know what that is save Jesus Christ and the Church, they indeed are one, and regardless how upset we become with them.

So needless to say I forgave the Church rather quickly as nothing made sense without her guidance on the topic.
Apology? I appreciate that you might feel for my predicament at that time, but it is not yours to apologize. All in all, that event and it’s consequences are the best thing that ever happened to me. My illusions of person and the world were destroyed, yet nothing was destroyed, and I saw clearly for the first time. That allowed, despite a huge initial disorientation, for a course of inquiry that has been fruitful beyond words.
I hear you, oh I do feel for you, and can relate along with a good deal of others, admittedly some arrived at different conclusions. Some are still contemplating and have been a very long time, no conclusions yet. So you were convicted by the Holy Spirit or no?
 
The “I” as related to me takes on another reality when reduced to these moments, its you with a new understanding of reality when everything changes in a moment. Fragile state which requires balance with re-entry, emotional roller coaster. Time, talking, reflection, contemplation, but this doesn’t mean to withdraw either. Yes I really think I’m me, but I am connected to the we, and we are all connected as one and for sure are responsible for each other. The greater good and evil. I don’t know what that is save Jesus Christ and the Church, they indeed are one, and regardless how upset we become with them.

So needless to say I forgave the Church rather quickly as nothing made sense without her guidance on the topic.
Interesting statement. I can see from the standpoint of one who forgave the Church that this would be what you are led to. For me, on analysis and having discovered congruent and cognitively sound explanations elsewhere, forgiving the Church became irrelevant. The Church is a concept in my mind, then and now. It is not an entity as an institution. If it serves as a symbol and a means for some, as it has with spectacular results in some cases, for what might actually be the Christ, so be it; that is not my call and not my shoes.

Bernadette Roberts’ distillation came as close as I might to describing my conclusion, but I cannot agree with her insistence of the connections of it all with the person of Jesus as she feels she must delineate them, that poor Man being likely one of the most misunderstood characters in history. I can understand why this is necessary, in a way. Franklin Merrel-Wolff has a similarly pellucid understanding, but it is from a far more inclusive standpoint than made unnecessarily restrictive by adherence to certain dogmas. On analysis those are special case temporal applications of a much wider phenomenon dating from perhaps even Eve.
I hear you, oh I do feel for you, and can relate along with a good deal of others, admittedly some arrived at different conclusions. Some are still contemplating and have been a very long time, no conclusions yet.
I appreciate that. “Conclusions” in this context is tricky, in the sense that even if you perceive that there is a screen as an unchanging ground for the movie, the movie plays on, absolutely dependent on that substrate and the light projector with its film for its existence. Yet it is all of a piece. And the resources outside the Church in my experiencing are, as I have often hinted, are far clearer, more explicit, and much less necessary of complications inherent in a stream of teaching that, let us say, has some issues with its own Source, as far as I can see.
So you were convicted by the Holy Spirit or no?
Interesting way to put it, and I wouldn’t, but seeing your constraint of theology, I can see why it might come out that way. “My movie” includes that as a portrayed perspective, but is not not bound by it, allowing a rather greater, as I see it, degree of appreciation and inclusion than I might otherwise have. So yes and no.

Your statement in my scheme of explication would be “diagrammed” as a special case of language application to a more universal phenomenon made necessary by continued acceptance of only one stream of what is in essence a stream of understanding Unicity. I go with the Unicity, rather than any special case, while acknowledging its Source, if that makes any sense to you. If it does, we may actually be communicating to some extent.

If not, oh well. I have earned my nickname of “the Obscure” long before here. But the fact is, most structures in English do not allow for a sane discussion about this, and then we have some other factors thrown in as well. But that is another study and story. At least with certain ones I enjoy a remarkable clarity and harmony regarding this.
 
Sochi,
Thanks for your in depth reply. I’m nowhere near as educated as you and others on this thread, but I do find it all very interesting. I have a pretty open mind, and have been in a sort of process in learning more about the CC teachings, and spirituality.

I like what Fr Rohr teaches on the 1st and 2nd halves of life, and his interpretations of Jesus’ and the saints words.

Were you brought up a catholic? From what you wrote, I think you would no longer believe that Christ is God?
You are very welcome, Simpleas. If I am educated, (it literally means “led out of”–presumably ignorance,) it is through necessity of understanding myself as a phenomenon and as an awareness function. I hold with Einstein and Picasso that all children are geniuses, only to have it overlayed by consensus view made necessary by local ways of dealing with things. Those ways are not necessarily correct, and because they are local and survival oriented, they have trouble when they meet.*

Yes, I like Fr. Roher, having communicated with him on a matter relative to this discussion some years ago. You might then enjoy this book.

Yes, I was brought up Catholic. I was very active as such until and incident in my lifel literally pulled the rug out from every perception I had thought true about myself and the world. Nothing changed, and yet my world was destroyed and rebuilt in a flash. I’ve been exploring the majesty of that newness ever since! 🙂

Part of that is a radically different understanding of what Jesus was about, as well as a different understanding of the “Christ.” The way you phrased the question, from here, it goes by the point.

Thanks for your kind note.
“When you call yourself an Indian or a Muslim or a Christian or a European, or anything else, you are being violent. Do you see why it is violent? Because you are separating yourself from the rest of mankind. When you separate yourself by belief, by nationality, by tradition, it breeds violence. So a man who is trying to understand violence does not belong to any country, to any religion, to any political party or partial system he is concerned with the total understanding of mankind.” ~Jiddu Krishnamurti
 
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