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Hi soulfree,It is said that we are on God’ mind from all eternity. Past, present and future is all one big present to God. Nothing I ever did or thought or been tempted by, none of these was not known to God well before they happened. When my parents procreated on that fateful day or night (which I curse), God knew that soulfree, was going to be created when the sperm reached the ovum (alas for me). If that sperm reaches the ovum on that specific day, soulfree is created. if my parents are kept from procreation that day or if the sperm which was going to meet the ovum does not meet the ovum, then soulfree is not going to be created. I trust your intelligence to know exactly what I’m talking about. If this sperm reaches the ovum, it,s going to be a stillbirth, if that sperm reaches the ovum, a girl will be born 9 months later, if another one sperm out of the billions of sperms in one ejaculate ends up reaching the ovum, the mother will miscarry two months later, if another sperm reaches the ovum, you have an outstanding athlete, a great musician, another sperm will create a man with Down’s syndrome, another sperm will create a sub human with no potential, no gifts, no talents, nothing to face this brutal life and to become a happy, well adjusted and thriving human being. Plus ADHD, enuresia past the age of 10, the deep-seated, intimate knowledge, conviction that you are a joke of a human being and if you are not very careful, people WILL find out. If a mother emasculates her son and pecks out his eyes, she wil have given him a gift not as poisoned as God’s gift of life to me. Born with a triple serving of the curse of Original sin, a birth defect wondering why the hell he is even alive. Charisma of the character in the movie “The Man Who Wasn’t There” , the cognitive might of a bird. And hypersensitivity as God’s final nail in my coffin. With God and his parody of love.
I’ve tried to send you a private message but it was blocked. If you are still on the CAF, can you please unblock your private message reception.
God bless you soulfree,
Arte