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Yes.Your experiences occurred when you were seeking God. And intercession works exactly this way. And much to souls unsuspecting surprise the first time.
I’m lacking on Church doctrine. That’s perhaps why I’m here on CAF.Balance of the spiritual is always an issue here and for many. Your responsible for that. Doctrine doesn’t overshadow the spiritual unless you allow it to. The Doctrine confirms the spiritual
I can ‘see’ that it’s universal. It’s not ‘understanding through knowledge,’ but a larger spiritual schema that overpowers knowledge, and becomes etched into the mind in its own right. It has to do with knowing rather than thinking and incorporating a conclusion into the mind.Why do you believe what you see is universal and not a personal trial? What do you mean by “see”. You mean see, as in understand though knowledge?
‘Seeing’ is hard to explain, but it involves the ‘eye’ of one’s spirituality. ‘Seeing’ is more like ‘knowing’ without having any prior knowledge.
You sound a lot like a psychoanalyst, which is a complement.Its a known “fact” in the Church …Lex orandi, lex credenda. And “yes” when you receive grace you became responsible for it.
You are reading “then” visualizing and then relating through your experience and placing it into context? Its transference to some degree, your experience is “unresolved” and in this his thinking becomes interactive with your experience. Also the mind omits trauma as if it never happened to protect itself.
Again, it more like ‘knowing’ without normal cognitions like ‘thinking.’ It’s an experience within itself, but is not really tied to normal experiences or integrated into past experiences.
Pride is something that The Imitation of Christ very frequently warns against. I find that killing pride is an ongoing process. Just when I think I have ‘killed’ it, it pops its ugly head up again. I silently confess these occasions as sin, and I often feel like I have let God down.True, however spiritual pride is common also. Especially with those who first encounter the supernatural. Nor hard to see people filled with the holy spirit. You see it here daily. The fire dwindles when its not fed.
There’s a completely different responsibility with the Church, clearly understand this.
I try to do this, but often I forget and get carried away with other spiritual matters. It’s tough, and I feel ever so overcome by sin. The more sin I confess, the more of it that I see within myself.Your interaction with souls “all of them” you are responsible for. Everyone in your family past, all friends of the past, and all interaction in the present and future. That’s what the “general judgment” is. You can intercede for all of them now. That’s how the communion of Saints is continued. Not because each individual has a calling from the lord. But because all who do send up their redeemable suffering and prayer for the sake of others, they intercede through the Lord, and in person when possible
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I feel little anxiety and deception when in a purer spiritual state, but much of them otherwise. I keep coming back to The imitation of Christ for peace and calm.Anxiety and deception may be part of the transference and/or the attempt to fully comprehend. And “is” the point and issue with for example the OP “strong spell”
Yes, I take it very literally, and again, I feel a strong sense that God has a higher expectation of me.And you should take this literally, your responsible for the knowledge and to the Church. You were not blessed to be Gods nomad prophet speaking contrary to all Gods prophets and Saints…“Church”.
For whatever reason, I cannot read books or Church doctrine! It’s as if God (or Satan) wants me in a spiritual state, and become more contemplative. I become all tense and filled with inner distraction whenever I try to read. I read, but do not comprehend.This occurs because through the supernatural you see just how pitiful and wicked you are. And there reside’s your responsibility again…state of Grace. And you will know when your not in it and should be.
Being in a state of Grace and communication with the Lord are two different understandings. You can communicate and be communicated to by the Lord, and not be in a state of Grace. But its imperative you seek a state of Grace for all the reasons mentioned above once communication occurs. Humility and magnified responsibility become an absolute necessity. And a step forward with two back sometimes. Its a blessing and a trial.
Church is imperative, you will come to know the blessing if you walk through the trial.
Read the Saints, there is no one who can help you more, go to church and chase Grace as disheartening as it may be at times to catch. Continue to chase. Ask for a Spiritual director, and if you ask around where you are for recommendations you’ll find the one you need. A Catholic therapist of psychologist never hurts and its not a weakness to seek understanding of yourself. Fact is others at times see things clearer than we do. Its a truth that if you do not acknowledge will automatically work against you. …“humility”…“servant” descend, prayer, Church, Eucharist. Make it a “habit”.
There’s a difference in responsibility to “know” and to “believe” which brings strong conviction. Don’t allow your mind to doubt and diminish, which is a tool of evil, take the responsibility to heart. “Church”. I can’t imagine anything more alarming than to rationalize away a blessing in a counter path to sanctifying grace.