DigitalDeacon:
I can understand you having doubts and not understanding the Charismatic Renewal and the Gifts of the Holy Spirit. But I assure from experience most of these people are very sincere in living out their Catholic Faith and growing in and using the Gifts of the Holy Spirit. I know many Bishops, Priest and Deacons who consider themselves Charismatic. I am one of them. It would not be prudent to judge us as being heretics because you do not understand.
God has give us all gifts that he wants us to use. I myself have been given the gifts of tounges and prophecy others have different gifts and like all gift of the Spirit as St. Paul says, “Are to be used to build up the Body of Christ.”
The Catholic Chuch is a BIG Church and has room for all of us.
God’s Blessings and Peace,
DigitalDeacon
But some do understand. I being one of them. I have prophesied. I spoke in tongues (still can at will). I have been behind the scenes, talking with church leaders on how one can bring on these gifts. How they must be practiced, how people have to empty their minds to receive it. How music and lighting “sets the mood for the Holy Spirit”. I’ve laid hands on people and heard them burst into tongues. I’ve heard the stories, very similar to the one you told. I completely understand, I’ve walked the walk and talked the talk.
But now I know better. I was mislead. What I “felt” was my emotions taking over. When I spoke it was in an altered state of mind. They called it prophesy and words of knowledge, I now see it as having familiarity with common problems and telling people what they need to hear. They called it a personal prayer language, I now see it as over-excited gibberish.
I’ve read the history, I know of the beginnings of modern day glossaholia (which is the major component of the charismatic movement). I know the bible verses relied on and the poor exegisis to justify it. Modern Charismatics is what Paul was trying to prevent in Corinth, not encourage.
People become exicted and emotional and strange things happen. People fainting and speaking gibberish. It happened in Corinth before Christ was born. It happened with Montanus. Heck, it happened with the Beatles, Elvis and Michael Jackson. One loses control and that is dangerous.
The problem is that if “feels right” and therefore people claim it must be of God. And while it may feel like it brings one closer to God, the concept of “it feels right therefore it must be” is a very dangerous path to journey down. Is this not true?
This is why Paul says one must test the spirits, that there should be order in church and when people speak it must be interpreted. This was his message to Corinth, not to us 1900 years later. And this is why he said tongues will cease, prophesy will end when that what is perfect is established. Low and behold, the canonization of the Bible and the establishment of the Catholic church marked the end of the charims. It was a gift imparted to the apostles to help establish the church. It worked and the gifts ceased. The early church fathers recognized this. A
re you claiming they were incorrect? That the Holy Spirit was just waiting 1800 yearsfor some crackpot in California around 1901 to start up the charims again?
No one should claim you are heretics, that is not their place. However, one can believe that you are being mislead. And unfortunately that may mean that those who you rely on at church (priests, bishops, what have you) may also be being mislead. The claim of “it feels right” and “it’s in the Bible” can only bring you so far when put to the serious test.