maybe a devil was imitating him to give you despair on his probability to be in heaven. remember that devils do that over centuries even among lives of some saints you can find that same thing. Still pray for our father. if ever he is really in hell, then the merits of your prayer will still not be in vain. God will do some thing about the merits you earned
I’m not in despair about the fact he might be in hell. And I never have been. It was his choice, cold blooded as that sounds.
It could have been demonic, and even if it was, that would lay waste all those claims off those who try to make it all out to be purely psychological.
I"ll put it this way - why
should he have gone to heaven?
So I don’t think it was demonic. I think he was sent to apologise, and I also his final scream was also a
warning to me. I was an atheist at the time, and not living a particularly good life.
And of course the reason these sorts of experiences don’t normally happen to atheists is that they belong to the devil by default, even though they think he doesn’t exist. Why would the devil be
stupid enough to disillusion them by giving them obvious spiritual experiences?
It’s a different matter for Christians, particularly if they’ve had a divine experience or two. They know the reality, and so the devil then tries a couple of different tacks - one is the use of fear and discouragement eg. some of the things that have been described on this forum not just by me, but by quite a number of others.
The other is deception, so that he appears to be an “angel of light” to quote St. Paul, who no doubt had more than his fair share of experiences. He wouldn’t have written about the latter term if he hadn’t. This is a lot trickier, and it can be very difficult to discern. I remember my wise old pastor once saying to me that I’d do this and that (all very negative and immoral things). But then he suddenly stopped with this puzzled look on his face, and remarked, “Hang on a minute! I think the devil’s telling me all this!”
And his predictions were usually dead accurate, simply because God was telling him certain things that were going to happen.
So even someone as holy and wise as he was got taken in for a short time.