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cont. from prior post
Your hate and resentment control your thinking. You have no objectivity. Set your personal experience completely aside. For every experience you have that seems to prove something to you, there is someone else with a life experience that disproves your theory. No one ever appreciates what it means to be a Catholic unless they have raised the white flag in the fortress of their rebel heart and conceded everything to the Lord. Although I have always been deeply rooted as a Catholic, I still held back a few things. I had not opened every door door and window to God. Finally, when I raised the white flag of surrender my faith and love of God flourished and took on greater meaning, beauty, and fulfillment. We sometimes refer to this as a second conversion and it is a beautiful and powerful experience.
You, exrc, never experienced this in your youth, and you blame the Church. As a Catholic who has experienced it and knows the truth, I know where the responsibility resides for my former state. It is not because of the Church. It was entirely due to my pride and resistance to the promptings of the Holy Spirit.
This type of situation exists in every faith community regardless of denomination. You can blame a church, your parents, a pastor, a priest, or whomever for all kinds of things, when in truth the problem is inside of each of us. Pride and selfishness were my biggest hindrances to being alive in Christ. This is truly something that I can confidently claim to know “by personal experience.”
The outcome of all of this has been a stronger faith and desire to love and serve the Lord. And yes, I hunger and thirst for the Lord in the Eucharist. I find great solace in Eucharistic Adoration and I thank Jesus daily for calling me to visit Him in the Blessed Sacrament. The promptings of the Holy Spirit are stronger in me than I could have ever imagined. I pray daily for an end to my pride and my own blindness before the Lord. And yes, I read scripture everyday because I love the Holy Word of God. And I defend the Catholic faith vigorously and will give no quarter to any who attack Christ’s Church which is His body.
Do I do this of my own accord? Am I somehow earning my way to heaven? Of course not! Whatever progress that has been made in my spiritual life is by the grace of God. My confidence in the reality of the Eucharist is made possible by the grace of God. I take no credit nor do I attempt to measure myself as having accomplished anything because it is God working in me. I pray everyday that the Lord will lift me and carry me because without him I am nothing.
Faith and works cannot be separated…they both come to us by way of God’s grace. To deny the salvific relationship of faith and works, is to deny the clear teachings of scripture[James 2:14-26] and effectively “nullifies grace.”
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Your hate and resentment control your thinking. You have no objectivity. Set your personal experience completely aside. For every experience you have that seems to prove something to you, there is someone else with a life experience that disproves your theory. No one ever appreciates what it means to be a Catholic unless they have raised the white flag in the fortress of their rebel heart and conceded everything to the Lord. Although I have always been deeply rooted as a Catholic, I still held back a few things. I had not opened every door door and window to God. Finally, when I raised the white flag of surrender my faith and love of God flourished and took on greater meaning, beauty, and fulfillment. We sometimes refer to this as a second conversion and it is a beautiful and powerful experience.
You, exrc, never experienced this in your youth, and you blame the Church. As a Catholic who has experienced it and knows the truth, I know where the responsibility resides for my former state. It is not because of the Church. It was entirely due to my pride and resistance to the promptings of the Holy Spirit.
This type of situation exists in every faith community regardless of denomination. You can blame a church, your parents, a pastor, a priest, or whomever for all kinds of things, when in truth the problem is inside of each of us. Pride and selfishness were my biggest hindrances to being alive in Christ. This is truly something that I can confidently claim to know “by personal experience.”
The outcome of all of this has been a stronger faith and desire to love and serve the Lord. And yes, I hunger and thirst for the Lord in the Eucharist. I find great solace in Eucharistic Adoration and I thank Jesus daily for calling me to visit Him in the Blessed Sacrament. The promptings of the Holy Spirit are stronger in me than I could have ever imagined. I pray daily for an end to my pride and my own blindness before the Lord. And yes, I read scripture everyday because I love the Holy Word of God. And I defend the Catholic faith vigorously and will give no quarter to any who attack Christ’s Church which is His body.
Do I do this of my own accord? Am I somehow earning my way to heaven? Of course not! Whatever progress that has been made in my spiritual life is by the grace of God. My confidence in the reality of the Eucharist is made possible by the grace of God. I take no credit nor do I attempt to measure myself as having accomplished anything because it is God working in me. I pray everyday that the Lord will lift me and carry me because without him I am nothing.
Faith and works cannot be separated…they both come to us by way of God’s grace. To deny the salvific relationship of faith and works, is to deny the clear teachings of scripture[James 2:14-26] and effectively “nullifies grace.”
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