What an appropriate question for today’s liturgy of the word!
We start with the first reading, from Exodus which includes:
My wrath will flare up, and I will kill you with the sword;
then your own wives will be widows, and your children orphans.
Then, we have the second reading where Paul makes reference to deliverance from the “coming wrath”.
Finally, there is the Gospel, from Matthew:
one of them,
a scholar of the law tested him by asking,
“Teacher, which commandment in the law is the greatest?”
He said to him,
"You shall love the Lord, your God,
with all your heart,
with all your soul,
and with all your mind.
This is the greatest and the first commandment.
Do you see how the illumination of God through the ages can mirror our own spiritual lives? Fr. Richard Rohr makes much reference to the “second half of life”. Indeed, are we not in the “second half” of the history of humanity?
If we come from the starting point that spirituality stems from awareness, then what is the first “voice within” that we hear as children? Okay, I am talking about a voice from depth, not the voice like “I want that toy” or “I’m hungry”.

I’m talking about the voice of the conscience, the one that says “this is right, this is wrong, bad acts are to be punished (feeling of guilt), good acts are to be rewarded (feeling of righteousness) I love you when you behave rightly, I loathe you when you behave wrongly.” The conscience is a God-given mechanism, but is the conscience God? Is it the same as God?
Jesus shows us. He shows us Love. He forgives us, even the unrepentant, from the cross! He recognizes our ignorance and blindness, and forgives anyway. His love is unconditional, it has no bound. This is the voice
beneath the conscience, the voice that we can hear through awareness, through forgiving everyone, through making the commitment to
love God unconditionally, with all of our heart, all of our soul, all of our mind. Such is the commitment we can make to God, to love Him regardless of what he tosses in our direction in life, be it sickness, harm, loss, shame, whatever comes in our direction. When we make such a commitment to
anyone (for me it was my commitment to my wonderful wife) then we can know what it means to be loved by God.
The seeing of God as loving us in this way, through our own commitment to love, is a deliverance. It is a deliverance from the perception, that God is wrathful and vengeful, formulated by our conscience.
Feel free to disagree, anyone. I am not saying that this is the only way of looking at the whole picture. I am saying this is how one sheep makes sense of it all.
God Bless your day, Floyd, and thank you for presenting this simple, but thought-provoking question.
