Well, I know why
I suffer. Most of the time my own suffering falls under my “Wrench theory of learning.” I go about life trying to fix the world, to do my best, to have a good life with this wrench. Inadvertently, I have been using the wrench to beat on my own head. Finally, at some point, I realize that I have been making a bloody painful mess, especially on myself, and say something very insightful and intelligent like “Oh, that hurts.”
Sometimes I wonder if hours on the CAF are such a wrench for me.
Then, I put the wrench down. I have suffered, and I have learned something.
Then, of course, I reach for a new wrench…
The rest of it, natural disasters and so forth, fall under “deconstruction in order to build”, or some other perhaps seemingly unpurposeful natural occurrence. There must be some reason, but I don’t know it exactly. I do not know that God is Love because of natural disasters, I know that God is Love because that is how I experience Him in myself and other people, in creation itself.
So, to me, suffering serves a purpose. We have evolved (been created) with a capacity to suffer so that we avoid doing those things that take away from our ability to thrive.
What do you think? Does that raise more questions? Can you relate, a little?