Any subjective revelatory experience is only as valid as the
objective
results that follow from it.
Don’t mistake a stupor of thought for inspiration.
*"Behold, you have not understood; you have supposed that I would give it unto you, when you took no thought save it was to ask me.
But, behold, I say unto you, that you must study it out in your mind; then you must ask me if it be right, and if it is right I will cause that your bosom shall burn within you; therefore, you shall feel that it is right.
But if it be not right you shall have no such feelings, but you shall have a stupor of thought that shall cause you to forget the thing which is wrong; therefore, you cannot write that which is sacred save it be given you from me."*
You are, at best, a very confused person. You claim to be catholic, but have called yourself “a mormon-rite Catholic.” No such thing exists. You cannot have your feet in both camps. I will not take you seriously until you declare yourself. It does not assist your case to quote from false “scripture.”