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tonyrey
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I have made it sound much easier than it was. When I came back to immediate reality I had to force myself to float on my back. It was a choppy sea and I was still swallowing water with every big wave. I was too afraid to turn over and had to use the back stroke all the way to the beach. It took me quite a long time to reach it because the tide was going out.When I almost drowned in the sea I seemed completely detached from the world beyond space and time with only one thought in my mind: how my mother would feel when she was told I was dead. I was motivated by concern for her feelings rather than fear. That was why I overcame my panic and forced myself to swim back to the beach.
If I hadnât felt detached Iâm sure I would have drowned. I must have been close to death because I had been under the surface several times and had swallowed a lot of water. It was only my sense of detachment that enabled me to think lucidly and control my fear. Perhaps it was a foretaste of what will happen when we leave this world. Iâm pleased I was worried about my mother rather than myself. The thought of hell, let alone fear, didnât come into my mind at all.
