Having tried several times over the years that is not true.
One can lie and fake the appearance of belief (a closet atheist), but one can not sincerely believe what they consider false.
Iâm wondering about what can be meant by âtrying to believeâ.
The way I see it, a belief system grows on faith, which reveals the nature of reality.
For example: The Eucharist is the body and blood of Jesus Christ.
This sounds totally absurd to many people, who see it as simply a wafer.
However, considering that many intelligent people, those who make it their business to study such things, many of them over many years, centuries and millenia now, believe this,
given that Jesus said this and emphasized the âphysicalâ reality by using a word that means gnawing,
in view of the fact that I become ever more aware of what I donât know, and
since the church, which to me has proven itself to be on track over and over again about things I had not been sure, has proclaimed this to be true,
considering all this, at some point not that long ago, I decided, âWhy not? Suppose it is the actual body and blood of Jesus?â
There is no trying, there is a choice from which consequences follow.
I agrre with you that you would have remained an atheist, doing what atheists do, trying to create a truth, trying to create faith.
It cannot be done by oneâs own efforts.
It requires prayer and surrender to Godâs will as it has been revealed and interpreted.
Paradoxically, you cannot have faith until you have faith.
Or perhaps, you simply have to give up your faith in what Charlie calls âno-godâ.
Do realize that you have surrendered your mind to that secular belief system, through which you view the world and other systems of understanding.