IWantGod never liked school…he graduated first in his high school class, but was miserable achieving that goal. As a consequence of all his effort, he missed out on most of the socialization that most teenagers get. His angst driven motivation started in kindergarten when, despite tutoring from his peers and teachers, he could not master the game of “telephone”. He couldn’t correctly repeat anything he heard verbally, as is evident in his post above. So he concentrated on test taking, and so passed pre-school by showing the teachers he could color within the lines most of the time.